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Male, 35 years old

my life is exploded into such confusion. the first time i wrote one of these self-definitions with a secret hope for connection through an online community, i couldn't really figure a way to frame myself at all. but now, with feet dangling hopeless of finding ground, and life and the world unreachably swirling, "me" seems like one of the only things i know. love and death have shaped me, and i'm over being just happy or just sad. simple emotions just won't work when life is so simultaneously terrible and wonderful. it's beautiful and it moves me. it stirs some sort of sourceless compassion. i love you--with your eyes and all. you, with your hopes and fears and sins and loves and all your other secrets. i want to love you.aim>lovealwayschrlie