I am self sufficient and needy, I've been told I'm the funniest person in the world, but I'm too modest to admit it, I hate racism, but love racist jokes, I internalize alot of shit, yet I am loud as a mother fucker about others, I don't know why I'm here (earth and life that is) and I hate that I'm expected to know, My biggest fears are being alone, death, and living a life with no successes.